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I have been searching for Truth all my life. The last 20 years have been in intensive study and research that were often times painful but also elucidating and exhilarating beyond anything I have ever done. The last 5 have been working to write coherently about what I have discovered, a daunting task. Truth is a subject believed to be incomprehensible and unknowable. So obviously this undertaking can be construed as a pointless act of insanity. And in fact it has often felt that way. For those that seek Truth they will understand. For those that feel anger and rage about a person attempting to share Truth they will not. However, I hope to elucidate not only Truth but the Reality that comes with it. I have written thousands of pages that can be condensed into this one simple statement:

Truth is all knowledge of Reality.

How incredible that statement is. The volumes I and many others have written simply to explain what that statement means. I would have never guessed how simple Truth really is. I call it complex in its simplicity.

Truth itself is the simplest of all things. It is the knowledge that is complex.

Truth is the realization of Reality. What is Reality? It is everything that exists around you and the universe itself. So why has Truth been so hard to find? Because people believe it to be something else. So the real thrust of this analogy is not so much about Truth as it is about what has happened to Truth to make it so hard to find.

Some claim Truth is subjective and conceptual. No…it is not. It is a real and tangible thing. There is only ONE Truth and ONE Reality and they are in no way conceptual. Subjective or conceptual truth and reality is what belief creates with imagination in a person’s brain, an invented universe that exists inside a person’s head. Conceptual Truth is NOT Truth, it is imagined truth or truism. It is man invented truth that is believed to be true…the very essence of conceptual. Conceptual reduces the universe down to existing in the space inside one’s head. When a person exists in a conceptual reality…everything has to be converted to a belief so it will fit inside their head. Conceptual reality reduces the true and real universe itself down to the size of a brain. Imagination and concept is what mankind has built civilization as we know it.

So is conceptual truth and reality a bad thing? That would also be subjective and conceptual would it not? For me I think it is more about knowing the duality of Truth and truth that is the most important. I only think it is bad when the confusion creates bad things like bigotry and hate. This confusion is what we deal with today. But it has also been what the past has dealt with also. The history of Truth confusion has created the most horrific examples of man’s inhumanities to man ever recorded. This is the part of it all that I find reprehensible. So is it possible to change the future and begin writing a new history of true peace for mankind? I don’t think it can happen until mankind learns the truth of Truth and Reality.

I think people are very sincere about their faiths and beliefs. It is their good heart and intentions that makes them vulnerable to deceptions and deceit.

My life was indoctrination from birth into religion and for 40 years I was completely absorbed by it. But my insatiable desire for knowledge led me away from it. Then I went through an anger phase of hurt over my stupidity. Then I lost my anger about churches, gods and religion because it was really about belief. Then I realized that belief was simply a tool used to obfuscate twist and hide Truth for power and control by the Authoritarians of everything from science to medicine to religion to governments. Now I simply try to share the experiences I progressed through. What people make of it I have no control over. But my heart and intentions are pure and free of deception, agenda or beliefs. Just Truth as I have come to know it.

So in the spirit of Truth, I wish to share what I think is the first step in opening our minds to Truth and Reality. I offer this analogy:

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What are “beliefs” and how do they effect us and the world around us?

Man in his futility attempts to change the world.

The world will not change until man changes himself.

Belief is the most powerful mental force in the Universe of mankind. People are ever vigilant for things to believe in. Politicians work for your belief in them. We hear the statement “You believe me don’t you” from people all the time. We’re told that we must believe in ourselves. But curiously does anyone truly realize what belief is or the power it holds over them?

Obviously belief comes in many forms from benign to horrific. One of the most dangerous is a “faults belief” that gives a person the right or entitlement to do or say things that he normally would not without the belief. This has played a major role in the proliferation of hate, bigotry, racism, genocide and war.

Truly, belief is the atomic bomb of social power and control. Everything from politics to advertisement works to gain your belief. Without your belief in them they can’t get your vote or your money or misguide and mislead you!

Note: Not truly realizing and understanding your beliefs is a huge danger to yourself and your family. If you control a man’s belief…you control the man.

True or Faults: Most wars are over religion and gods…or are they?

They truly are over the “belief” in religions and gods. This takes a harder look.

A person simply decides what he wants to believe and presto…like magic he believe. He can believe or disbelieve in a millisecond.

Belief is truly only an over blown opinion. Belief does not exist in the real world or the Universe…it is an internal man created invention. It exists in the imagination of men.  Strangely, belief is nothing more than a thinking process of “determining” conceptualizing that something is true; most often completely void of facts.

But this sets off a chain reaction in the brain that is not fully understood. It is like programming a computer. It is a locking device on intellect and discernment. It freezes the brain against any further research or study. When we believe we close the mind to anything that will change the belief. The belief takes control of the brain and you.

If a person believes in an “imaginary reality” that is what the brain will produce. If you program your mind with reality, truth and intellect; that is what the brain will produce; reality. Realizing something is or may be truth, leaves the door of research and further study open. Belief closes the door tight.

THE GREATEST DANGER: The greatest anomaly of belief is that it is so powerful it takes over the identity of a man. People of belief believe so strongly that they become the belief. They are the belief. So anything or anyone that questions their belief is taken as a personal attack on themselves and their person. Belief is so powerful and deeply set in delusion that even if presented with verifiable proof and facts to the contrary; the believer reacts with emotional outburst ranging from anger to rage to violence even murder. In the case of phylogenetic group or culture insanity it leads to war and genocide.

The world has been struggling with racism without realizing and understanding what racism truly is and its origins. Racism is simply a belief that you are better than someone or that they are your enemy…this continues to this day. Throughout history racism was/is used by the authoritarians to enslave or hold down a “low class of people” (defined) so they were forced to be subservient to the upper class. This is where the word originated because entire race of people were classified as lower class, for whatever reason was invented, to believe in, by the ruling upper class. A belief was born, that one class of people was better than another and the people believed, then and now, that it is true; this is a faults belief power that is made very real.

Dictionary: Racism: The belief [faults] that some races are inherently superior (financially, physically, intellectually, religiously, morally or culturally) to others and therefore have a right to dominate and rule over them.

We see the power of belief at work in racism. But how many see this power at work in their religions? Supremest belief is the root cause of most war. EVERYONE claims their religion is of peace and EVERY god based or Abrahamic religion, has or is, creating the most horrific examples of inhumanities “in the name of belief” ever recorded. This is belief that has become criminally delusional; it is a belief so strong that the “person in belief delusion” is incapable of seeing Truth; even with the blood and bodies lying at their feet they still believe they are justified and right!

My question is: Is world domination, genocide and war considered a sign of peace to these people? Religious supremacy creates a racism that is no different from any other form of it. But instead of picking out a class of people…your religion takes on the whole world! Everyone “not of your specific religion and god color” is considered wicked, evil, blasphemous, immoral, sinful, and sacrilegious; in short; the enemy of your belief and by default your enemy.

The religious feel completely comfortable in their belief delusion to be authoritarian, supremest, bigoted and racist. In fact; they feel it is their solemn faithful duty to be so.

This “belief entitlement” is at the heart of every problem and conflict within recorded history but is not being properly recognized or dealt with for what it is…evil personified.

Authoritarian control of your belief; is ancient wisdom that the Elite have understood for 10,000 or more years. This is not simply about religion; this is about any form of Elite power from government to corporations. Yet this wisdom of belief power is not known or understood by all of us common men. How is this possible?

It takes wisdom to know this thing. And wisdom comes from reality of Truth intellect. And the Elite work diligently to keep knowledge and wisdom away from you because if you had it; they would be exposed for what they truly are. Your belief would be shattered and their control over you lost.

Mankind is in the evolutionary stage of learning how to develop his intellect over the last 5000 years or so, this a short time for any evolution. Incites like realizing and understanding how belief works in the brain comes from developing your TRUE intellect…not an imaginary one.

The power Elite work diligently to make sure you stay in a brain locked state of imaginary belief, so you will not be capable of developing your intellect and thereby see what they truly are. (Analogy below.)

Words can and do mislead. That is why it is so important to judge by actions and results not words. Judge the world authoritarians by their actions and what they are creating…not by what they “claim” to be creating.

Words truly have no real meaning…you believe me don’t you? You can find truth in words but it takes a strong intellect to hear those that are void of delusional belief stratagems to enslave you.

Amazingly, delusional or faults belief is nothing more than your imagination void of intellectual discernment. Or it is your willful use of its power to self-fulfill a stratagem of personal power where you have willingly deluded yourself into a faults belief; this the tool of the Elite.

In TRUTH and REALITY there is NO reason to believe anything! If it is Truth you simply accept it and move on. Belief has no place in the mind of intellect. It only serves to destroy it.

Husband and wife separated in death by religion. REALLY!!!

Husband and wife separated in death by religion. REALLY!!!

Further research and study.

3rd evolution of intellect: )

Analogy of intellect and imagination:

To change the world; we must learn to recognize and protect ourselves from faults belief. )

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What or who was Adam and why women are considered “evil” in the Bible.

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Sometimes it takes the insight of a true historical theologian to explain biblical meaning. In view of this, I do what I can to help others from my life time of study and research to find greater meaning from the Bible and to find real Truth. It is very important to not just read the Bible but to do so with comprehension skills. This is my interpretation.

Genesis: The original plan of god was for one naked, subservient, ignorant man was created to work as a gardener and zoo keeper in gods Eden zoological garden paradise. Adam was to work, worship and praise god for his magnanimousness. For a time this holy union went along pretty well. But Adam was becoming restless, so god decided Adam should have a mate. God brought the animals so Adam could name them and hopefully find a mate among them. However; this did not work out as planned because Adam rejected all the animals as a mate. Adam realized that all the animals were of male and female…and Adam was alone with none of his kind. (How he did this is confusing because he did not yet have knowledge.)

Adam became lonely and cried to god for a mate. God…loving Adam so much…he capitulated and Eve was created. Adam was happy with Eve but his time was being taken away from god. This created a problem for god who demanded to be first and foremost in the life of the man, Eve was basically ignored by god. We cannot be sure exactly why Eve decided to go against Adam’s warning to her (on theory is a snake told her too) about the tree of knowledge (and the threat of death for “eating” of it) but it is possible she may have been jealous or hurt by being ignored and wanted to be in control (god ignoring her may have made her rebellious)? But we do know that Truth was exposed to both Adam and Eve with a “proverbial apple of knowledge” and they saw the entrapment they existed in. Ironically, even though god was infuriated by this ignoring of his law of perpetual ignorance…this was NOT the reason for the ejection from Eden.

There was also another power (represented also as a tree) of immortal life. The man had become knowledgeable, like god but Adam was not immortal like god. The shear fear of man also disobeying gods command to not “eat” of immortality and become immortal like the gods (Elohim) was the breaking straw for god. God did not want another god created. So out Adam and Eve went. And god put a gate keeper “cherubim” with a slashing sword to block the path back to paradise. God don’t mess around when he disowns his kids.

Once freed of subservient labors of Eden, man and women continued on the path of life and propagated. God struggled to teach man his holy ordained commandments of subservience but people were more interested in their own lives. Men interested in their women and women interested in their children. God was being forgotten. And why would Adam pay any attention to a dad that disowned him anyway!!!

Now god had never tried to hide that he was a jealous god even warning man about it. He had issues with women (Eve) from the start because Adam was literally taken from him by Eve. Finally…one day…with a god sized jealousy raging; he had had enough of man and his women and their children and even all life on earth!!! Of course we all are familiar with the Flood of the world story so no need to go into that here.

In introspect; we see that god never intended for man to have a mate or to propagate. And the fact that women took the place of god in the man’s life was the reason for creating the flood holocaust for the desertion of god from man (but who actually started it?). God left man with a rainbow and freewill and said he would come back someday. Someday has never come. Obviously jealousy and rage take time to get over on a god size level.

So today…for those that enjoy knowledge they owe a debt of thanks to Eve. For those that hate the separation of god from man…Eve is evil. This basically the two groups of people that fight and kill each other over belief and non-belief, the jealousy and rage spilling over onto mankind.

There are many questions that one may ask about Genesis such as: Was Eden a birthing place for gods, the two trees of knowledge and immortality the key? Was god only happy being with one man and intended a life of homosexuality monogamy? Was bestiality actually the original plan for Adam? And why would god deny knowledge and immortality from his man creation, if he so dearly loved him (obviously man was just a created slave for god)? And god also lied to Adam with the threat of death if he ate the apple of knowledge. So god invented lying this the original sin.  Weird that a god would have to resort to lies.

There are many questions left to ponder and answer. I have attempted to elucidate farther in this analogy of Genesis. Enjoy the wonder.

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What is Belief and Imagination?

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What is Belief and Imagination?

Imagination was mans first step to “thinking” and is the reason man has evolved intelligence. Nothing has been more powerful for mankind then our ability to imagine and invent from it.

Man’s ability to imagine has lead us to great discoveries and innovation. Imagination has created the world we live in. Imagination invented concepts or “theory” and is what science follows to prove as fact. Everything we are has come from our imagination.

Imagination was the precursor that evolved into belief and opinion but they rarely rely on facts or proof. This is how it has always been. Mankind trusts our imagination because it is all we have ever had to think with. But times are changing and what is real Truth and Reality is more than our meager imaginations can envision. Reality is bigger than our imaginations. Man is beginning a journey that goes beyond his imagination.

From our imagination we invent belief and opinions. Belief is simply a very powerful opinion. The imaginary ability that we are capable of “imagination inventing” what is reality…and then believing that what we invented in our head is reality. We conceptualize from observation what we believe reality to be and we believe it into our reality.

As an “ancient antiquated form of thinking” imaginary belief has become irrelevant and a hindrance to an “evolving mentality of intellect” that is focusing on discovery of Truth, Reality, science and advanced technologies. Our imagination is “threatened by intellectual thought and discernment.” This makes many people very uncomfortable even genocidal. Mankind simply does not like change and intellect is forcing change to happen today.

Intellect is threatening to our ancient belief system way of thinking. But it should not be feared. Imagination alone does not have the ability to realize Truth and Reality.

It is time for us to go beyond our imagination.

Imagination needs to be redefined and better understood because no one has ever truly questioned it before. Imagination alone is “becoming a hindrance” because if something cannot be first imagined and a theory presented…science will not follow it as viable for discovery and study “this is how it has always been.”

Most of our ancient imagined “belief reality and science” we now know was/is false. Like the flat earth and the universe revolving around us. How many great men were martyred changing the beliefs by the hand of those protecting belief from change? This a horrible black spot on our humanity that continues to this very day.

Most of what we imagined in the last few hundred years “that we now believe as true” is fast becoming falsified today and is causing great division among the “accepted as true” science and the new emerging science like the Electric Universe. Our imagined sciences and beliefs are being challenged by intellect and discernment.

Imagination is a very important component but alone it is an “antiquated” form of thinking. It must be tempered with the “control of our evolving intellect and discernment”; this to prevent imagination from creating only false or fantasy “belief reality.” We are evolving the second half of our thinking brain: Our mind of intellect.

We are finding that Universal Truth and Reality is far beyond the limited imagination of man and it is becoming clear that we need to follow where empirical testing and fact finding leads us. We need to no longer follow only our imagination. We can assist and control our imaginations with the power of intellect.

Empirical testing shows us that nearly everything we “imagined and believed as true”…is false. Imagination and belief alone are a “danger” and not the way to the future.

Intellect and discernment “in control of our imagination” is our only safe guard against devolving back into uncivilized cave men. This is a battle against our own ignorance and fear. Our fear of Truth and Reality.

The future is going to be amazing. Time to once again move up to the next level of intellectual evolution! Our 3rd evolutionary phase of the noosphere.

If you enjoyed this post you will enjoy the follow up post:

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Did god love mankind or just Adam?


Horus forming man on his potters wheel.

Did god love mankind or just Adam?

Was the original plan one of celibate homosexuality?

Did God simply love himself?

Was Eden simply created for God himself and man an afterthought to be a gardener? Genesis 5: and there was not a man to till the ground. 15: and put him into the Garden of Eden to dress it and to keep it.

I find it very interesting that God created a man for himself keeping him ignorant, denying him clothing, knowledge and immortality. God was creating animals in pairs attempting to entertain Adam by having him name them. But Adam became distraught by not having a mate. He could find no suitable mate in the animals or with God.

Adam was unhappy. Genesis 2: 20 And Adam gave names to all cattle, and to the fowl of the air, and to every beast of the field; but for Adam there was not found an help meet for him.

The question begs what was God’s original plan; that he simply wanted a Universe and Eden for himself with one naked stupid man to hang out with that would praise and worship him 24-7 and tend the garden?

So we see two huge fails in Gods original plan. First; his new creation was not happy being alone with him (which had to be an ego buster). And second his creation of women to appease Adam became a total disaster to Gods original plan so much so that he ended up killing all life on earth.

In world view today it is obvious that God has always hated mankind and was jealous of Eve right from the start. She was never part of the original plan in the first place! This proving that two wrongs don’t make a right even for God. Well…I guess when you slap a whole Universe together in 6 days and a man from dirt there is going to be some problems!

If Adam was not happy being alone with God in paradise before he had a knowledgeable brain in his head…what does that mean for believers that believe they will be happy with God in their afterlife?

Obviously a gestalts dialectic look at the creation plan opens many doors for analogy and conversation de-bait. What think you?

Gods greatest fail was mankind or was it just women? 1 GENISIS 6,7

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Consciousness and inner-consciousness.

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Consciousness and inner-consciousness.

Personal discovery is the ONLY learning that truly matters to any individual. My analogies are to provoke more thought and questions in the reader by sharing what I have realized as Truth and Reality…as of this writing today. I’ll realize more tomorrow.

The very first thing in discovery is realizing there is something to discover. All my analogies are not truly meant to educate or explain or prove anything; that is for the sciences and I have no personal agenda other than sharing my Truth and Reality experiences. What I do, is attempt to share what I have learned and discovered so others might also become aware and go on to their own learning and discovery.

This subject is without a doubt, one of the most steeped in mystery of all human questions. For me to attempt writing about it is absolutely absurd. But for those that have read my other papers, you know I am not one to shrink from any tough question. I think our attempts to answer the big questions are how we continue to learn. The answers are not in the answers…they are in the questions. I consider Truth to be ONE thing. But it is like a huge jigsaw puzzle and each of us can learn from each other each of us bring pieces of Truth to the table. Mankind and science is on a great path of discovery and a long way from “knowing” virtually anything to its completion!

Our ontological search for Truth. There is NO complete answer to all the questions now being asked and this paper is no different in that there are pieces of the puzzle here but not the whole puzzle. What I am apologizing for is my inability to fully answer all questions in one little paper. Gather what you can from it and add it to your personal search. We have a long road to go to truly knowing all Truth and Reality; NOT gonna’ happen in my life time, of that I am certain.

I think were we get messed up on the big questions is not realize the duality of ALL things mixing them together in a syncretic amalgamated mess. Each question must be two questions and each answer must have two answers, this to appease Truth and imagination, the metaphysical questions . It is when we are incapable of separating duality that everything becomes obfuscated. I have another analogy on duality, as it is also a part of the Truth puzzle, so I won’t elaborate on duality here.

Possible and provable are NOT synonymous.

My first step is assessing possible and provable. I envision two tables where I must place each concept or theory on. To me possible is used all to often in wild flights of fantasy and justified simply because it can’t be proven or disproved; this a poor use of imagination. I have no use for this thinking.

Possible however has some level of validation, proof or reason backed by already known facts. Dietetic reasoning and analogy are a good thing. But there is a place were the completely absurd needs to be discarded (or set on the other table for later review) as irrational fantasy. Where do we draw that line?

The first step to realization of anything is grasping the reality of it and accepting it as real or at least probable. If a person does not have the basic concept of consciousness then it is impossible to fully appreciate the reality of it. At this time in our intellectual evolution it seems we are very confused about consciousness, what it is or does it even exist? I am certain that it does.

So, first let’s separate the two. As always in all my analogies…there is the seen and unseen (yes there is an analogy on this too.) We realize there are powers and forces we cannot see but accept them as true and real (ergo massive arguments ensue about this issue also.) There is a power (of the many powers) in the unseen Universe that I call the Universal mind (some call god.) I will not attempt to explain or prove what god is or is not. This analogy is not that complex and I have no desire to attempt proving things that are simply fantasy imaginary possible; that is up to he who postulates possible.  Asking others to prove or disprove possible is truly idiotic.

We tend to trust what we perceive as true. However, a study of pareidolia will amply show that what our mind creates has little to do with what is actually true and real. So how do we learn to distinguish our perceptional reality from true reality?  It has MUCH to do with what you program your brain to produce for you.


Perceptual and intellectual consciousness.

Consciousness: I think most of us can grasp the concept of our seen reality Universe consciousness. This is an awareness of that which is around us. It is of the seen Universe. We may see things and know or not know or believe what they are…but we are conscious of them, we can think, ponder and discern what they are or are not. Survival instincts are a part of our conscious being. So I simply call our consciousness an acute awareness of the seen universe and the actions that surround us; this as simplistic as I can make it. Truth consciousness will question everything and validate with a reality based intellect and discernment. Fantasies of possible only need belief.

This egg head analogy postulates what I unravel elucidate in my own way: Consciousness is not only and not always consciousness of truth;how are we to understand the inertia and the resistance of the infe-rior dialectics which stand in the way of the advent of the purerelations of impersonal subject and true object and which affect my knowledge with a coefficient of subjectivity? (SB 220; SC 237).” Merleau-Ponty

Separating  our imagined perceptual views WITH a reality based intellectual assessment is what validates probable from possible or simply realizing it as Truth and Reality. I call this division Universal Truth and mans invented truth or truisms.

As a person learns to separate their imaginary reality from Truth and Realty they can use their imagination to imagine an existence where imagination and belief do not exist. An intellect where imagination cannot be used to explain things. It is a hard exercise for those deeply rooted in imaginary concepts. Especially for those prejudges toward only conceived perceived belief explanations of reality. Truth Reality imagination and intellect should not be juxtaposed but they can be separated and realized individually, then integrated as two side of the same coin.

Inner Consciousness: This is the real confusing confounding question today. Tesla spoke of this power and made claim that his inspirations came from the Universe of knowledge. Personally, I tend to agree with the man in that he was the greatest discoverer of Universal powers ever to exist (in my bias opinion.) So, inner-consciousness; when “realized as true and real” is our ability to join with the Universal mind or Universal intellect. Our developing evolving intellect is a key to this realization (what is intellect is also a study.) So seriously…this really isn’t some weird science mystical magical fantasy thing that is beyond our ability to comprehend as real. It is simply a gestalts understanding that everything is more than it appears to be and without continual questions we cannot move forward intellectually.

This is the area of discovery mankind has been and is entering. I have writings about our human mental evolution as:

  1. The basic brain stem primitive survival mind and emerging imagination.
  2. Intelligence created by experiences and learning.
  3. Intellect that analyzes and discerns Truth from fiction, imagination from reality.
  4. Consciousness and inner-consciousness awareness.

Now we must add a 5th evolution: Telepathy. We all have an awareness of telepathic abilities mostly from science fiction movies. However…what other logical reason for inner-consciousness of the unseen powers of intellect and knowledge can there be? I have experienced this phenomenon of inspiration that Tesla spoke of, it comes as an instant burst of realization in your brain…very overwhelming even disconcerting at times but wonderful. I have to scramble for pen and paper or I lose the inspiration…they do not live in my memory at first. Tesla said he was a “discoverer not an inventor” and that his inventions came to him all at once and complete in his mind…all he had to do was assemble them. Tesla also had an almost inhuman memory and could recite books from memory. I question if there is a Universal memory that can be taped into also?

Inspiration is the “language” of the Universal mind.

Inspiration is not an unknown phenomenon and is shared by many (however it is also an intensive study I will not go into here.) There is duality in inspirations also of the seen and unseen. Some are inspired by god this leading to a greater understanding of god. Others are inspired by learning (like Tesla) and other great inventors. I am inspired by Universal Truth and Reality this leading to greater realization levels of Truth and Reality. Some are inspired to write music or poetry or by love and compassion. Inspiration is also a very deep and not truly realized or understood phenomena that we all must research inside ourselves for Truth of what inspiration is or is not in our individual lives.

So the question: Is there inspiration duality of the seen and unseen Universes also? And how do we differentiate where the inspiration is coming from? Can they be faults or untrue? Can the brain on its own produce inspiration too? For me a divining point is Truth. The brain may produce whatever we program it to produce. The Universal mind is pure knowledge and only produces Truth. What is Truth? Well, that is a whole ‘nother study and analogy paper!

I should also clarify forces and powers. I consider forces to be those of nature of the seen Universe and powers to be of the unseen Universe i.e. Life Creation and Universal intellect. We see the “results” of forces and powers but not the true force or power; however we realize and accept them as true because of the evidence. Some are happy with imaginary belief interpretations, while science hopes to one day solve the riddle and truly know what these forces and powers are. LOTS to talk about but at another time.

Of course at this point literally hundreds of questions can be raised. And that is the point. More questions are necessary for us to continue on our intellectual inner-personal evolution and realization of Truth and Reality. Realistically, I think there will ALWAYS be far more questions than answers…but that is the joy of discovery. Some people are simply not interested.

Learning what others know or think they know is fun but it must be taken to the next level. The master hopes his students will exceed him…not become him. People write at the level of their current understanding…but they have not stopped at what they wrote. So it is important for you to not stop there also. Use others information to build on, not as something to build a static existence on; this simply friendly advice. Move on to the next question and discover YOUR inner-consciousness and connection to the Universal mind. Tesla would love that and so would I!

I’m looking forward to the day that everyone is working and searching to find more pieces of the Truth puzzle to share with us all. Thanks for reading and sharing with me.

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Project TRUTH: A dialogue in Truth.

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Dialogue in Truth.

This is one of thousands of encounters I have had with people that claim they are seeking Truth. Anyone interested in helping to define Truth is welcome to help me.

Me: Knowing Truth is a process not an event. Realizing Truth and the duality of the Universe can be considered if you think about yourself and your being. Do you feel like you are your body or do you feel like you live in your body? So many things that we are…are not known or seen or explainable. Those are the things that are connected to the Universal mind…the unseen Universe of Truth Creation and Life. The search for Truth and the powers of the Universe start with self-realization. What is inside you will lead you to the secrets of both the seen and unseen Universe. What can be more exciting than that?

J: Don’t you have a way to simplify what you are saying?

Me: I can but it will still sound confusing at first: Separating big T Truth (the unseen Universe) from little t truth (the seen Universe we call reality) is paramount to discerning Truth and Reality. I call Truth…the power of life and creation…it is a singularity. Truth is the power of our intellect/inspirations and of Universal intelligence of both the seen and unseen. Life is a power that animates all things made by the power of Creation. There is only ONE life force that is shared by all things. Truth Creation and Life are a singularity that forms the Unseen Universal powers. Ironically…to realize the unseen it is necessary to shut off the mind of imagination. You would think it would take more imagination but not so. So…my realizations/inspirations showed me how to separate my imaginary mind from my intellectual mind to experience the inspirations of Truth.

J: Not everyone is ready to hear what you were trying to share. Some comments were unfair to you.

Me: Thanks. I learned long ago not to take it personal. Ignorance or belief when confronted with Truth turns to anger. And believers are angered simply by questioning their belief…that is their only way to protect it. My only agenda is to see man kind move away from the fantasy we live in and into the world of real Truth and Reality…and become true HUMAN kind. I will be long dead…IF…that day ever comes. LOL@ME  No…I had a really hard time with what I share too when I was searching!!! It took many years of pain and suffering to rehabilitate from my indoctrinated delusions and fantasy beliefs. There were many that helped me too.

J: Here’s a saying that is fitting, “this world will remain the same, the wise ones share their wisdom and leave.”

Me: I have learned from ancient teachers and masters of Truth that they seek no followers. They supported the strength of the individual and the realizations of Truth. Authoritarians seek or force followers. Here is one of mine: Following does not lead to your happiness…it leads to the happiness of those you follow.

J: Nice!

M: Truth is a sad joy….

J: Why sad?

M: Because truly knowing Truth gives you the discernment and intellect to see the true reality and the plight of mankind and that is sad. But it gives you a peace from the horrible lost feelings when you were searching for it…and that is the joy.

J: I’m not there yet, so I can’t speak to that.

M: Well…you keep messing around with finding Truth and you will! LOL This was a huge step for me. May I offer this analogy?

J: It’s a little too deep for me, but I’ll try to digest it in bits and pieces.

M: My suggestion that I share with others is to simply brief read it. Don’t try and understand it. We are touching on the realms of the unexplainable that can’t be known…but that is not true…they can be explained…and we can know Truth…it just takes time. You can do it…

J: I will definitely give it a shot.

M: Cool… Nothing is more exciting to me than someone finding Truth and Reality. When true inspirations begin happening you will know you are on the right track. Make sure to write them down as soon as you can because they are fleeting…they do not come from your brain.

J: You should come share in the other thread I had started today. It is about “is there more to life than we can see.” Share your experience, understanding, knowledge of the unknown.

M: I call that the seen and unseen universe. Quantum is about the Universe of the small. All known physics go out the window at the quantum level. But I focus on Truth as the thing that is unknown. How sad is it that mankind should be so confused about Truth and Reality. Searching but never finding.

J: Wisdom takes time as you know.

M: Wisdom is simply realizing you don’t truly know anything…LOL.

J: Each person has to develop in their own time

M: Each time develops its own person(s). LOL. I don’t do much fantasy analogy anymore. I have moved past the parables. OK…I don’t want to over share. Let me know if you get any Truth from my analogy or if you have any questions about it. I have more…

J: Thank you!

I posted in the other room…

M: Well…I tried… Posting to that string was one of the more wasted efforts I have encountered lately. Move’n on…

J: All we can do is share, the rest is not on us! But don’t preach.

M: Agreed. That is exactly what keeps me going. I do my part…all I can do.

Preaching is finger pointing book waiving verse quoting eternal death and hell fire if you do not submit and believe in ONE god ONE religion racist war mongering authoritarianism. I share what Truth has revealed to me…that is all.

M: You have no idea how it breaks my heart that I can’t find a simple way to share my Truth. Here is a person (you) that seems to be willing and searching for Truth and it seems I can’t help. I’m 30 years into this and I have actually helped maybe 5 people to realize Truth. They were shocked and amazed…as I am still…but we have been blinded to Truth by design. THAT is the first step in knowing Truth. Realizing that you have been program indoctrinated to accept those things that ARE NOT Truth…as Truth.

M: Perhaps if I share my analogy of what Truth IS NOT…will help.

M: I was up half the night thinking about this: How to make it more simple as you asked. I would love it if you could figure out a way to package it in a simpler format. As they say…don’t say in two words when one will suffice. This has been my ongoing dilemma for many years. I start with a few sentences and it always ends up pages long…or book long. So ANY assistance you may bring to the table would be much appreciated.

J: Let it flow from your heart rather than your intellect.

M: Heart is about spirit and nature. Truth is about seeing and understanding nature. This is outside of nature and the heart. It IS pure intellect. That is the point. Truthfully…if you don’t have time to read my analogies then there is no point. I need comments and feedback on them to rework or change them for better comprehension and elucidation. THAT is my goal…to accomplish exactly what you and many others have asked me for…how to simplify. It is hard when working to share something that has been obfuscated as impossible to share or explain.

J: To reach others, I feel, you have to appeal both to their heart and mind, just my humble take in it.

M: THAT… is exactly what I see happening. The two realities become mixed together and everything comes tumbling down. That is my goal…to separate the two so they can be realized for what they truly are…separate and apart. THEN…armed with Truth enlightenment and discernment…a person can then see the seen truth through the mind of Truth. THIS is the point of my intellect and imaginary mind analogy. It sets the beginning frame work to see and validate the true existence of Truth. It’s frustrating…I KNOW!!! This is why it takes a balanced mind and mankind is operating in ONE mind set.

J: I personally have a lot of trouble comprehending when it becomes too abstract, just how I’m wired.

M: We all do…that is why I try to not be abstract. The point is that if you are seeking for Truth in the natural seen world…you will never find it. It exists in and around it…it is inside you. Sounds like god right? It should…that is what the ancients did…they took Truth and invented gods from it. God is Truth…that is the biggest man invented lie ever told.

J: See, now I can grasp it when you state it like that, in conversational language.

M: I”M TRYING!!!! LMAO@ME!! Actually this is very good. One of my favorite books that helped me immensely was called “Dialogues in meta-psychiatry” by Thomas Hora. The book is conversations of question/answer from lots of patients and observers. Perhaps YOU may be the answer I have been looking for. Our dialogue may be the key to unlocking what I so desperately want to share. No agenda other than Truth. NOO new religions or gods!!!! Just Truth.

J: Also there’s desperation in the words, language you’re using, you want people to feel more at ease, not more uncomfortable, if you really want to reach them (just some feedback).

M: How do I do that? People are instantly uncomfortable when someone brings up the subject of Truth. They are programed to shun away from it. Most are afraid of it for good reason…one it has proved to be deadly in the past and two their religion teaches them that “god is truth” so anything I say is from the devil. Actually I wrote an analogy on this very subject.

J: Your approach is a turn-off, it feels the same as a religious fanatic desperately wanting you to believe what he believes. Although this is not your intent, it translates as that.

M: Same question…what do I change? I feel this conversation coming to an end. This is the way it always is.

J: I’m still giving you feedback, don’t take it personally.

M: I have learned long ago not to take people’s emotions, ego and belief protection anger personally. My discomfort is not for myself…it is for the world that has been deceived and continues to labor under the lies…thinking/believing the authoritarians are Truth.

J: Can I be completely honest?

M: We are talking about Truth…I would expect no less than honesty!!!

J: You have to let go of the need to share this with others and just keep living the truth in silence, and your being will start attracting people to you.

M: Do you realize you are attempting to convert me away from Truth and sharing it? If it was reversed and you had a great truth to say would you not share it?

J: Share it not with your words but through your being, it will be more effective. Just my perspective, you can do what feels right to you.

M: Now who is being abstract? I don’t think my being projects well on the internet. Following me will not help anyone find Truth. I do not seek to attract people to me. That would detract from Truth. That is also a great human failure…they constantly look for saviors or those to follow and authoritarians to oversee and protect them, they dig their own hole then try and get out of it. Knowing Truth allows a person to see through their own weaknesses and stop digging holes!

M: I was attracted to your string like a moth to a flame by your statement of “looking for more” I am attempting to bring that to you and now you are resisting it. THAT is the part that truly interests me. How do we break through that barrier of resistance to Truth?

J: At the end of the day, you have the final say on your approach, others can only share their perspectives, right or wrong.

M: True. One problem is you have not given me a perspective on any of the 4 analogies I have posted for you? Why?

J: Because I’m not debating your realizations, I’m debating your approach.

M: I’m confused? You did read them?

J: I’ve tried, I’m trying… like I’ve told you I struggle with strictly intellectual writing. I don’t think I can read them.

M: EXACTLY my point my man. We have been indoctrinated into a world of fantasy beliefs and can’t discern with a mind of intellect…because we don’t have one! If I try and twist Truth into fantasy all is lost. We need to take one analogy, I suggest the first one I posted and talk about the content. Was there anything in it for you at all? How would you word it differently? Can you rewrite it in your words? This is a process for me too. I am attempting something that has never truly been done before…so you can imagine my frustration. This one…

J: Okay, I need time, I’ll get back to you when I finish going through it.

M: Very cool!!! I have all the time in the world…well no…whatever time I have left in the world! Thanks for helping me! It truly is much appreciated!

J: No problem, I’ll do my best.

M: As much as any of us can do…me too… Thanks.

J: One thing I’m seeing a problem with is equating your truth as the ultimate Truth

M: It is the only Truth in the unseen and it is everyone’s…not mine. That is the point. The seen (t)ruths or truisms are invented by man to explain the seen universe. God is Truth…is the current ultimate Truth…but it alludes that there is a Truth…that is god. That is the lie. Truth is Truth…not god. I assume I need to make the difference/distinction between Truth and truth more clear? Was that a critique on that first analogy?

J: No, I was still talking in general. I have not read it yet.

M: Well…unless you/we get a ground base realization of what I am saying there is no place for me to go here. I can try and explain till the cows come home but it simply takes a more complete analogy than these comments.

J: The best I can accept from someone is two-sided learning process, not just being told what to think, if that makes sense.

M: There is only Truth. There is no side. That is the point I am failing to make.

J: Your approach is not in line with your message, if that makes sense.

M: What approach? I don’t think I have one. I simply share…as you said in the beginning…that is all we can do…and let the chips fall. What message? Are we talking about the analogy? What do you think my approach should be? I’m all ears…and eyes! LOL

J: No I have not read it. Let’s have a conversation on the phone sometime.

M: You can’t read an analogy on the phone either. This is the resistance and deflection I am always met with. There has to be a fear factor involved. I simply don’t know how to get around or correct that. I was asking for your help as much as I was attempting to share my Truth realizations. We have not even made it to the actual point yet.

J: But I can understand your tone and approach better. On the phone.

M: This conversation has been wonderful and helps to explain some of the problems and issues I continue to run into daily….for years and years. Sorry…I am not a public speaker and my tone should not be a deciding point on what is or is not Truth. As I said…I am NOT seeking to write a book or start a religion or amass followers. You are seeking to control and this is a protective reaction/resistance/deflection to Truth…I see it every day. Truth can’t be controlled like human truths or beliefs. I need to figure out how to format my information in a digestible intelligent non emotional elucidating format. I get it if you are not interested. I have yet to find the right person to help me. It may be; that this is a thing that truly is unknowable and impossible to share and explain. I simply am not ready to give up…yet…but I am getting closer to defeat every day. I have no agenda or beliefs to push and this is very confusing because there is nothing to grasp onto. This is about you and Truth. I have no part in that…other than sharing how I came to know Truth. Weird…I know.

J: It’s your call.

M: I gave you all I got… Up2U.

J: If you don’t feel comfortable with it, that’s your call, because online we’re both going in circles.

M: Exactly. The only way I would call would be to talk about the analogies. You questioned if there is more…there is far more than you would ever believe…literally…beyond belief…beyond man and the seen Universe. You have made a choice to ignore the treasures I have brought you. Of course that is sad to me but I am very use to it. I truly ponder if real Truth will ever be known? Obviously it will not be in my life time…that I do know.

J: I’m spending a considerable time trying to communicate with you, but if you feel that anything other than one of your analogies is not worthy of your time on the phone, that’s up to you.

M: I think that is enough for today. Thanks for sharing.

J: Just trying to be truthful like you were.

M: It is not about truthful…that is of the world…it is about knowing Truth. The point of my analogies.

J: The point is, you have not made an effort to find out what my truth is, the only opinion you want to hear from me is feedback regarding your truth, or your claim to know ‘the’ Truth. Even then I’ve been patiently working with you, to somehow connect at a deeper level, but I’m not interested in a conversation where your Truth is leading the way the whole time. It’s not mutually beneficial to me. I am saying this to you out of love, not hate, I’m still attempting to see if we can connect at some level.

M: I don’t have a truth or belief to share. I have Truth realization and how my inspirations enlightened me. Your deflection is noted…you asked for people to bring you “more” and I tried. If you want to share with me what your truth is fine. But that was not how this started…it WAS all about me sharing my reality and Truth. You are on the door step…asking for more… I am trying to show you how I opened the door you are standing in front of. That’s all…nothing more. There seems to be expectations that I am unaware of and will probably fall short of. I only have what Truth IS to share.

J: I was never standing at your doorstep, I am not interested in becoming a follower of anyone’s truth. And on top of that you put a guilt trip on me like I’m trying to control the conversation or have some type of fear, sorry I’m not interested in all that.

M: I said you are standing at the door step of YOUR Truth…not mine. More deflection now degrading to anger. This the way it is when fear of Truth happens. Anger is how believers protect their beliefs. I am now your enemy…because I brought you Truth. As I said…I am very use to this. Nothing can be done about it…that I know of. At least not that I have found. You have defended your beliefs admirably. I have been properly vanquished and dispatched. I feel such guilt and shame.

J: Take care

M: You to…thanks for the time.

J: I still think you had something good to share, it’s unfortunate we weren’t able to connect on a deeper level, but I hope you don’t get discouraged and continue in this path, wishing you well and good luck!

M: I think I will call this; Project: Truth.

End: 5/24/2015

Start: 5/25/2015

M: I don’t give up easily! This is a process not an event. I would like to try and summarize/clarify a few things if I may. There is no perfect path to Truth.

M: Truth inspires emotions. Emotions do not inspire Truth. Real Truth is the power of the ancient Veda and Hindi words of Truth is what they shared. Truth powers the Taoist, Buddhist, Confucius and Zen Masters. Truth gives you the clarity to see truth in nature and mankind. Truth is the power of the Universal mind. It is the unseen power of Creation and Life. Your heart will respond to words of Truth. But our minds are trained to reject it to protect our beliefs. This is the challenge…how to overcome and rehabilitate from indoctrinated deceptions.

M: Truth is the reason Truth masters were murdered and their books destroyed. Truth is what is hidden from you in gods and authoritarian Abrahamic religions that have perverted Truth with lies. God is Truth? No…Truth is Truth. This is why religion creates fear and threatens eternal death to coerce a person into believing in a faults belief. Religion makes mortal enemies of those that share Truth that challenge beliefs. Real Truth is the devil to the believer because faults gods are their Truth and to oppose their belief creates anger and rage even murder and war. Real Truth attracts…it does not need fear mongering. But our indoctrinations drive us away from Truth…but we keep looking…what a quandary this is.

End of conversation. Looks like he was not the answer I was looking for… Move’n on…

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