I am not an Atheist. And this is why:
Have you ever wondered why the religious push so hard to claim that atheist, agnostic or non/none believers/disbelievers are religious in their own right? Theist claim non belief is a belief and a religion?
NONE belief or disbelief:
I do not “disbelieve” because others believe; reacting to belief like a spiteful child. It does not get that far. To theist a Non or None believer (like me) cannot peacefully morally exist without belief. Theist ‘need’ to claim ANYONE not of their belief is their mortal enemies; this the fuel of war to feed their beliefs. They use non believers and atheists like coal to a fire pushing non believers into their delusional hatred. Stoking Hell with the bodies of evil sinful non believers. Hate is the fuel of religion…not love. The only love theist have is for their gods.
I dismiss religion fantasy and the authoritarian indoctrinated “belief system” for what it is: Imaginary delusion invented 5000 years ago. I don’t become an Atheist because others are theist. The theist people simply do not have enough power over me, to force a non-belief of their fantasy to exist in my mind. I DO NOT disbelieve! It is simply illogical to do so. Why would I disbelieve in what I know is pure fantasy? I don’t disbelieve in Santa or any other fantasy. I enjoy and find entertainment in fantasy or as a child would say its “make believe.”
There is not ONE theist that will grasp this realization. For all theist; I am a ‘believing non believer’ and that is my belief and religion. They need this to create the hate they love so much. If a person is simply neutral and a none threat pacifist… like I am…what would there be to hate?
So just like their use of the word atheist…I also have to be a disbeliever of their belief; to complete their imaginary fantasy of me being their mortal enemy. They NEED this hate to fuel their belief.
I am FREE of ALL imaginary beliefs/disbelief of any kind…be it government, corporation, theocracy and even science (they use “theory” but most theory is also fantasy belief). I DO NOT have to be a believer of anything! Belief is simply an over blown opinion not validated in facts or truth. In fact…belief closes the mind to Truth and Reality and with religion that is EXACTLY the point! Belief “thinking” is in fact NOT thinking; it is simply believing.
Its all about power and control over your mind. Control the mind and you control the body. Belief destroys intellectual evolution and the thinking brain or rational discernment. Intellect DEMANDS a full court press of fact finding and disinterment before it is considered to be called a worthy theory or fact.
Atheist is an obnoxious word invented by the religious to create imaginary “enemies of god” to focus their supremist hate delusion on. Theist lay claim with comparisons to horrific murdering dictators of the past; that every non believer is an evil sinful pathological liar that supports murder and genocide that hates gods, theocratic belief and we eat babies!
Theist lay claim that non believers have NO love or compassion in their hearts and are totally absorbed in a material world of narcissism, debauchery and sinful immorality. This is of course, ludicrous delusional thinking and belief but theist love this irrationality and wave it like a sword, attempting to cut down the evil non believers; Like their cherubim at the gates of Eden. Adam being the first atheist. But as a mythological story he is my hero. 
I am a NONE believing/disbelieving Iconoclast protagonist erudite of Truth and Reality.
I no longer live in the fantasy world created by the authoritarians indoctrination of imagination invented belief, disbelief, opinion, knowing, understanding because these are all “conceptual thinking” invented in the brain of imagination. This thinking is ancient and antiquated. We invent in the brain what we think reality is…and then believe it is true. I have moved on into the emerging evolution of intellect. True intellect curbs and checks imagination with discernment for validation. If there is no concrete validation…then there is NO reason to believe. It is just that simple. 
I know it…or I do not. I do NOT believe something into my “reality.” I do not exist in an imaginary world…I live in Truth and Reality and the mind of rational discerning intellect.
Knowing Truth IN Reality leaves my mind and intellect free and clear to continue what man was intended to do from the start: Wonder question and seek out Truth IN Reality and explore every inch of himself and the Universe. There is NOTHING more peaceful and wonderful than that. I simply don’t have the time to hate anyone or man invented fantasies.
Those that are recovering from belief indoctrination and now lay claim to being Atheist are normally angry at first and rightfully so. Most are rehabilitating themselves from the ancient delusion indoctrination’s of religion and war. The religious overwhelming CONTEMPT for life; seeking for an afterlife, hating non believers, humanity and themselves for being “sinful” is breathtaking and dumbfounding in its absurdity. Theist belief is Physiologically devastating and self must first be destroyed before belief can take over a person. Truly the loss of self the greatest calamity of all.
Theist are waiting for rapture when the sheep will be separated from the goats, is beyond my comprehension. That life is to be suffered and death will bring eternal happiness is beyond delusional to me.
The 5000 years of continued war and genocide incomprehensible. All this while claiming the moral high ground asserting that everyone excluding THEMSELVES are amoral and the reason for all evil on earth…pure delusional insanity! It is time to put a stop to religions slander, hatred and bigotry.
NO! I am not an atheist! I am a normal natural man that loves myself, my life, my family, the world, all of nature and the Universe. I work every day to learn more about EVERYTHING. Learning is THE most exciting part of my life. I will not waste one second of my life hating people because they do not believe like me. This is the beauty of NONE belief. I have no obligation to HATE or slander anyone or delude myself into perpetual ignorance.
Many Atheists have fallen into the foundation trap set by religions. Hate and fear mongering is the back bone of religion. Opposition is the fuel that feeds religious bigotry and racism; they NEED the hate to proliferate their moral belief atrocity of supremist religion.
I had to be angry at first to. I was necessary at the time to overcome my horrific fears and belief indoctrination. But to truly become at peace the hate must end. To the still angry Atheist; I ask that you stop your hate of an invisible flying man in the sky and the obnoxious rude believer theists and embrace Truth IN Reality. Don’t become the unwitting VICTIM of religion by falling into their trap of hate slander and war mongering so they can feed you into their HELL!
I never write about fantasy myths gods religion or beliefs. I write about what the “belief system” “is” and elucidate what Truth and Reality are. Our natural nature for Truth and Reality will bring mankind out of the horrific disparity of delusional beliefs.
Why I don’t believe in anything: Because: It is true or it is not. It is real or it is not.
But how do I know if it is true or real? If that is a question, than the question itself is AMPLE reason not to believe it.
So what is Truth and Reality?
Great question and if you are asking, then inventing a conceptual brain invented belief of what it is, this system is guaranteed to prevent you from knowing what Truth and Reality is.
If you “believe” you will only know what you believe to be true. Not what you truly KNOW to be true. VALIDATE…then believe.
Or do like me and never believe/disbelieve anything. KNOW IT…or do not believe it. Final analogy of Truth: https://sk1951.wordpress.com/2015/10/25/truth-my-final-analogy/
For more on this subject please see:
“BELIEF ENTITLEMENTS” https://sk1951.wordpress.com/2014/10/01/belief-entitlements/
Project: Truth 
I’m so with you. If only I could explain also, how hard it is for me to answer anyone, when he/she wants to know my way of life. I feel… disgusted to say out something so close-minded as “atheist”, because… that’s a thought, created within the religious belief delusion – it is doomed by the moment, it’s said out. It’s like talking in their understanding, for which,, saddly, is inferior in logic, than discovering why the platform on any religion/spiritual belief is in our mind – what critical, scary, panic-inducing un-answered questions are covered by the soft cussions of pure hopeful imagination, intended to make us feel more comfortable. (Comfort is a universal basis of everything – everything which is physically (I guess also mentally) easier to happen, will happen – like a water-stream, finding it’s way through the blockage). Your words help me not forget, what I have endured. (this thought needs editing and explaining)
I think I need to speak with you of these topics to hear your understanding or where you lie, on the pursuit for truth. The thing is – most people spit on me, for trying to find a universal truth, saying, that there are Many Truth’s. Every time that angers me. It seems like an apology for more smooth interactions with people in our everyday lives at the cost of…. living in reality. Accepting everyone’s opinions as truth is mad. I can however, see the need for acceptance, that one has gone a bit more out of his way, to question some areas of his life, and make tremendous chances thanks to that – and when then, challenged by the thought: “you are wrong” , it would definitely spring out anger to the one, who went out of his way: “Yeah well, you’re truth is just an opinion”. Upon which I become sad…. I never wanted to end up here, I was actually happy being ignorant, a fool – much less worry, much less amplitude’s of emotion and much less worry about falling of the tracks of which I trust to be real, because.. I can’t see anything more deeper there beyond nothingness. Blankness, the un-existence of existence. Although, I think I’ve lost my way to the core-thoughts, of which I had to come down to once, before “lying” myself out of that deep hole of… well… can’t be called misery, because it had no.. good or bad side to it, because it lacked an ” I ” . Or something like that.
Anyhow, hope to hear from a human, who has thought or been forced to think of what it means to be human, at it’s core.
Yolo D
Oh the pain of enlightenment. It is good to remember that 99.8% of the world population lives in fantasy and cannot distinguish between fantasy and reality. Of if they can…they choose willful ignorance. Truth and Reality are a threat to them. So yes…you will not be well received with anything that challenges their belief base. They want you to tell them things that support their belief base. This little story of Genesis might help you gain a better insight into what you are up against. https://sk1951.wordpress.com/2014/06/16/satire-the-bible-teaches-us-to-glorify-liars-and-hate-truth-tellers/
Thanks Yolo. I have many posts here addressing the questions you are asking. Keep going!!! This is a good one: https://sk1951.wordpress.com/2014/07/02/critical-thinking-analogy-of-the-imaginary-and-intellectual-mind/
Thanks for the share. Thousands of great philosophers have existed. Most ring of Hindi or Buddhism. I can appreciate your confusion or obfuscation attempt to understand the human condition. However I have found that on my way to realizing Truth…belief became a stumbling block. The I realized it is at the heart of every problem man kids faces. Man cannot differentiate between fantasy and reality and this analogy will hopefully add to your collection of reason: https://sk1951.wordpress.com/2014/07/02/critical-thinking-analogy-of-the-imaginary-and-intellectual-mind/
Sorry for the late response. I enjoyed your comment. But it sound a lot like the ones I use to write. Very obfuscated and self questioning and I don’t mean that in a derogatory way. I have been learning to brake things out in smaller components for analyzation and realization. We are talking about things that have yet to be clearly defined which is amazing. AND I blame most of the problems squarely on belief today. I look at belief as an ancient antiquated way of thinking and a tool used to force authoritarianism onto people. Governments and religion use them today as they have for 5000 year or more. I have written many analogies about all of this and for that reason I will not attempt to rewrite them all here. I hope you will take the time to explore my analogies further because sharing my realization of Truth and Reality is the only agenda I have. I think this blog will be of interest to you. https://sk1951.wordpress.com/2014/10/01/belief-entitlements/
Time for us to move away from belief into Truth and Reality. https://sk1951.wordpress.com/2015/08/02/1850/?preview=true&preview_id=1850&preview_nonce=8fed2b096d&post_format=standard
“they use theory instead of belief but theory is also fantasy”
I don’t think you understand what a theory is in science. Do you think the Theory of Flight is a fantasy? I guess knowing how to make planes is a fantasy? Other than that, not bad.
That argument is getting old. Yes there are things that we know about but theory of those things is what advances further research.
You say: ” I will not
waste one second of my life hating people
because they do not believe like me. This is the
beauty of NONE belief. I have no obligation to
HATE or slander anyone or delude myself into
perpetual ignorance.”
YET!!!!
Your entire essay is nothing but slander and dislike for theists. If you can’t see that is all you have done here, you need to step outside yourself and be honest. You just spent however much time it took you to write this up on creating an “US vs. THEM” mentality. This whole writing is nothing but a contradiction. You are guilty of exactly what you accuse others of. You seem to be delusional when it comes to your own self.
That is your perception and “belief protection” talking. Twisting my words to mean what you want is not a way to learning what I have found. Your projection of yourself onto me is noted.
It is most reasonable to be a nontheist.
There are no atheists. That is a word invented by theist to focus their hate on.